I WANT TO GO!!!

Whey hey hey! xD Its been a long, long, LONG time since I last blogged. How? Did you miss me? :D Of course right! Lol.. My blog is dead, seriously. Anyway, I'm feeling kind of sleepy now but my hair have yet to dry. Also, I can't sleep. :( Hmm... This few days, there was a question on my mind... It kept bugging me. I couldn't sleep caz I was thinking of it. And I dreamt about it... Can someone tell me whether or not I SHOULD GO?! I really want to go! And I'm worried that if I don't go, I'll regret! But at the same time, I scared if I go, I will feel heartbroken caz my money fly away... T_T ARGH!!! I wanted to ask my mother to sponsor me $100 yesterday but I don't know how to break it out to her. Yet, yesterday before I slept, I kept thinking about what might happen IF I really go... Wow... I could shake hands with them, take picture with them... Its like a dream come through in a dream. :( WHY IS IT NOT REAL?! Should I go or not? Haiz.... Somebody tell me! xP Hmph... I've decided. I shall muster up the courage to ask my mother later.... But she don't know I like them... And I have to think of a reason for her to lend me money... WHAT SHOULD I DO?!?! Ok, forget it... I'll have to decide on my own in the end... Hate deciding... T_T Bye...