Losing weight is difficult

Konichiwa!! Hahaha trying to use Japan caz very soon I'll be flying over there! Excited!!!! :D But haha okay back to why I'm here. I think I'm just gonna continue blogging...... whenever I want to and feel like it. Hahahahaha. Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep... I have a lot of things on my mind recently. I don't know where to start now. Okay, let's just start with yesterday.

Yesterday, Yaoman and I went out to exchange money. Chinatown really has the best rates no joke. And there's a lot of money exchangers there (if that's what you call it)... Anyway, so we went to Chinatown, found out which shop has the best exchange rate and like young toddlers hiding food from their siblings, while drawing out our money to exchange, we looked so suspicious and panicky. We were dam afraid that our money would get stolen. xD Caz afterall, it's quite a huge sum of money. So after drawing our money, we hid it in secret compartments of our bags and hugged our bags to the money exchanger to exchange it for yen. Then after that, we headed off to Orchard to shop. Mango was on sale! We both managed to buy the a pullover. The same one in the same exact COLOUR and SIZE for $19. xD Then I found out that I could use my atm card to pay money. Lol, I think the person at the counter and Yaoman must be judging me. xD After that, we walked to Abercrombie & Fitch (A&F), the shop with astronomical prices and strong perfume smell everywhere inside it. Of course, it took us less than 10 minutes to walk 1 round caz there wasn't any sales and no sales = not afforable. So out we went. Then we walked to Somerset, where I bought a large supposedly $11 Garrett popcorn for only $5 caz I had the discount coupon. So after that, we went back to Tampines and when we were walking home, right outside T1, we were stopped by a promoter promoting London Weight Management package. At first YM didn't want to entertain her caz she thought it was the expensive promotion deals thingy. But after the promoter told us about it, $10 for a treatment, and if we did it on the spot, another FREE treatment!! Lol, sounds too good to be true but yeah, we went for it. The promoter kept saying we very on. xD I think so too caz YM was quite enthusiastic about it and I'm like, it sounds good so I'm okay!!
Woah, I tell you. When we went in right, they separated Yaoman and I into 2 rooms, and tried to convince us to buy their package. They said $300 only for us caz we're students! $300 for 5 sessions!!! But their art of persuasion was so strong I almost almost got convinced. It's because I feel like it's quite worth it. Then the promoter still told us 1 session can lose at least 2kg??!! It was all a lie seriously. But of course, we just went through the treatment. I felt it was super uncomfortable caz I didn't like showing my body to people caz I feel like I'm fat. And my so-called 'consultant' kept telling me all that's wrong with my body to make me feel even worse. She somehow said I'm fat, which I also know. I'm super heavy and especially this year, partially caz of A's, I gained 5kg. What-the-hell. And she said I'm like quite firm and bulky so quite hard to lose. Then she started explaining a lot of things to me, mostly centered on what I can stand to "gain" (more like lose....fats lol) if I buy the package. Then I was like.. erm I consider first. Haha but they're nice la, just that... i don't have the money. But so anyway, the treatment was kinda horrible for me. Caz I can't stand being in steamy rooms, lying on hot beds with my arms unable to move, staying in the same position for 30mins. I really can't stand it. When she said I'm left with 10mins, it felt like eternity. >< But luckily, I managed to survive. After I came out of the hot blanket room, I felt abit nauseous. Then I rest for awhile before bathing. I like their bath robe though. xD But yeah, after the treatment, we took height and weight again. I only lost like 0.5kg??? And that's water weight only I think. Caz today when I went to measure, it went back up again. T_T I don't know how I can ever lose weight back to original even, not to mention less than that. After the treatment, Yaoman and I still went to eat dinner, which was quite filling for me. Haizz..... I'm super heavy. Like 5kg heavier than her. How do I lose it. Also, my consultant told me not to exercise already caz I'm firm. But if I don't then how to lose weight??!! Diet ah. Maybe. That's why I've decided, starting from this week onwards, I need to go jogging every alternate day or something. Then eat lesser and healthier. Haizz... But i don't want to become bulky and firm and buff though. I want to become skinny, even if it means the skin and bones kind. T_T Help me please....... Yesterday's incident has seriously made me thought a lot. Maybe I should do something to my body instead of accepting it and giving up. Caz something can be done I believe. I just hope I'm doing the right thing and not exacerbating it. Give me a solution, heaven. Help me please. 

Did I Just...

Hello, it's me. I've been... (Adele's new song which I don't really know. I just know this sentence.)

Did I just revive my blog... Haha omg I totally didn't expect myself to come back. But I don't know why I did. I think it was Jon who started it. Caz recently he started telling us about his story, then suddenly it linked to his blog. He didn't want to tell us about his blog but he reminded me that whatsapp can find back last time's conversations. Then I think somewhere last year, he also mentioned to me about his blog. So I went to find and I really found it. xD He digged his own grave. Haha so I went to post on the group chat so Amanda could read, and we started teasing him. Quite funny also la, this whole incident. But then it reminded me that I used to have a blog. I really thought blogspot.com would be a thing of the past, and that all my blogs might actually already have vanished. But I just decided to try my luck. LOL. To my amusement/horror, it was actually still intact. In fact, I went back to read all my post from this blog and the 'My Old Blog 6'. Hahaha actually this is the real 630th post. xD After like 2 years???!! But reading my blog and my past triggered some memories and made me ponder about how ridiculously humorous (*ahem*) and insane I was in the past. xD Really not scared to say anything. Haha but I think I have changed now, for the better or the worse, I'm not sure. But yeah, just posting to make it to the REAL 630th post. xD And also because I went to check XinHui's blog and omg, she's still blogging until now. Hahaha but I'm not sure if I should even continue. See how bah. I think I kept a diary last time after I stopped blogging, but then I didn't continue caz my hands were tired. Writing is more tiring than typing. -.- Lol and all these emoticons I used to type but not anymore now. xD Okok, I guess that's it. 

Oh ya, and I just ended my A Levels. O.M.G. I think blogspot has been with me since Primary school? And until now. But I really don't think I will be posting ever again. I just hope and really wish blogspot will forever be here so that all my memories will be intact. If not, it's good while it lasted. Memories were meant to be memories anyway and what's forgotten will be forgotten one day. Unless I go and save all my post now and create it into a long long Microsoft Word. >:] Hahaha siao la I'm not so free. Actually, I am, but I'm not so crazy caz I've lost touch of staring at the computer for long hours. My eyes hurt easily now. But anyway, I'll really miss my memories. Just saying. Now you know. Okay I guess this is it? Bye. 

Talking On the Phone

Yo yo! I'm on the phone talking to Yao Man now. She just said I call her every night. :( Okay lor, then I don't call her liao. xP No lah, I know she's joking. :D And dam, she just said she wants to eat kiwi and used that as a reason to hang up. :( Now I'm bored. :\ Lalala~ LOLOLOLOLOL. OH YA! I went to check out my Friend Tests blog just now... And I found out that the friend test website had been demolished... T_T BOO HOO!!! I remember it used to be my joy. My laugh button. I will take my own test and laugh at how horrific my humour is. xD Its quite enjoyable actually. xD I miss them - my Friend Test. :( Oh well, I should just... Wait for Yaoman's next call. Bored... Okay BYE!

Revival or Extinction?

Howdy! Bonjour! Haven't been blogging for such a long long long long long time, that I need to do CPR on my blog to revive it. :P So tiring... Hehes, anyway... Since its the start of a new year, 2013, I have finally decided that I should end it. For this blog, I'm only gonna post until the 30th post before I call it a stop. And then, I'm gonna start up a totally new blog, new account and everything, and start blogging for once and for all again. :D But you know, it's kind of sad... I won't want to leave you, Surreal Colours! T_T Maybe if I ever feel like it, I'm gonna come back and post some random posts. So yeah... This may be bad news, but you never know. :) And so yeah... THis is my 628th post. I wanted to make it to a thousand... :( But haiz.. right now I'm actually stopping at 630. T_T Its okay. :) Or should I continue on from here? Haiz... I really don't know. Oh well, but I'll be back. As they always say, 'the home is where the heart lies'. And it is here. :) Well, that's all for now. Sayonara!~

pO.Op

Howdy!!! Whats up peeps?! :D

Just went to the toilet just now. Managed to poop. xD Haven't poop in like... a week? And yesterday night I got a tummy ache. My mother said its because I too long never poop. :( But how leh? Just cannot come out... (EWW) Well, anyway now that its out, I feel more at ease. LOLS. And so I started jumping in the toilet just now. And now I feel retarded and embarrassed... Typing this post makes it worst... Well, anyway, now that I've typed it, I shall just post it. Cya!~

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SWC in Singapore ♥

YO!!! ♥September 10th, 2011 ♥SHINee World Concert (SWC) In Singapore ♥
One date and day I'll never forget.
Its actually quite easy to remember... 9/10/11! ♥

Lol, okay... This is random... Got to go now! Just to let you know. ;)

One Wish

Hi.
Morning people... I don't know why I am posting this but I suddenly have this urge to blog. Its been long since I blogged anyway... So, yeah...

Well, actually, there's a reason. You see, I just finished reading this book of mine ( Not mine actually) which I borrowed quite some time ago. 'One Wish' And the reason why I'm blogging now is because of my filled emotions in which I have an urge to pour out. I just finished reading the book and I cried. Especially at the last part. I HARDLY cry when reading books. Even if I do, its just 1 or 2 times. I remembered the first time I cried while reading a book titled 'Spilled Water'.  'One Wish' is a really inspiring and meaningful book. I could almost feel the main character (Wrenn) in the story... Her feelings, her thoughts and her actions and how she regretted. Thumbs up to the author of the book - Leigh Brescia. 

Here's how the summary goes: -

Overweight Wrenn Scott desperately wants to be popular and snag a hot boyfriend. Living with her single mom and younger sister, Karly, she lands herself a lead role in the high school musical, her voice for once overshadowing her weight. Pushing to get thinner by opening night, Wrenn's waistline shrinks as she learns all the wrong ways to lose weight from a new "it-girl" friend in the show. Geeky stage manager Steven has a crush on her. But Wrenn doesn't want to be seen with him - she's holding out for a trophy boyfriend everyone will envy. By opening night, the old Wrenn had almost disappeared. Things come to a head when a crisis reveals her weight-loss tricks, and Wrenn realises there are much more important things than being thing, popular, or dating a hunk.

After reading the story, I can say I somehow truly understand how she feels. Who wouldn't want to be popular? And its like only the thin and pretty ones can be popular... Somehow, sometimes, life just ain't fair. But then again, in the end, lesson learnt. Wrenn finds out she truly like Steven but Steven likes the 'real her'. Then he told her its better they stay this way and so on and so forth... I cried because its really sad and regretful that they couldn't be together in the end. (I like happy-endings...) He chased her for a long time but at that time, she only has eyes for 'hot guys' and she is somehow blinded by him being good and sweet to her. In the end, after rehab, she learns. I think if I'm her, I'll regret deeply... And... I don't know why lah, but I just cried. So touching... So inspiring... So meaningful...

Well, to end, this is really one book I recommend. :) I hope I can borrow more of these kind of books. It'd be better if its for teens our age... Till then. Bye. :)